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Because i am awesome... yeah

A Bit About Me:

Real Name: Rebecca Aleksey
Current Age: 19
D.O.B. : March 9th 1994
DeviantART member since: March 18th 2008
Living in: Upper Queens in New York city
Relationship Status: Dating ScafeDragon since October 31 2010

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An artist's essential items:


  1. Sugar
  2. Paint tool SAI
  3. Photoshop CS 6
  4. Intuos 5 tablet


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PSN: BeckyRaptor13 | Xbox Gamertag: BeckyRaptor
Nintendo 3DS Friend Code: 3308-5269-3132


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Pokemon Trainer ref by RaptorOFire Puffs - Commission by Anti-Dark-Heart
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Cause shit liek dis nevah happens B)
A Picture Sketch from AstroZerk
A cell shaded pic from RoseRaptor
A new CSS
A realistic Becky Raptor Pic
Soem Fan art of me Little Pony Ember
A Becky the Fox plushie from Metal-CosxArt
To get to live with ScafeDragon already :heart:
To get a lot of money on my paypal lolz
To get a 2 year premium Membership!<\s>





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Would any of you care to see a Marvel sona ive spent the last month making? (please be honest) 

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The hurtful truth..

Journal Entry: Mon Jul 28, 2014, 7:42 PM


It’s with a heavy heart that I say this, for after months of trying and not being able to do anything I believe I can no longer draw or do anything art related.
I have tried for many weeks, and when I think I have something good someone critiques it so harshly, that I once again am not able to do anything for another few months.

It’s gotten to the point where art is a chore. And I can’t take a break because my brother is expecting that comic done by the end of August. So that is completely out of the question.
I believe that might be the source of my problems sadly, it’s too much for me. I took on more then I could handle. My brother can spend hours at a time working on it, which is a good thing if that’s what you want. But me, I can’t. I don’t have the patience for it. I can’t sit down and work over 12 hours on a page. Added with that I clearly don’t have the skill or the will to be able to work on it, I fear that in a way it has hurt me completely.

I tried stopping for a short time to see if that would help, but all that happened was that I was bugged about it, and so the problem never truly went away.  I tired playing games to get my motivation back, hoping if I was motivated I could do the pages, but no that didn’t even work.
I even went back to WoW as a last ditch effort to try and re-motivate me, but all that did was reignited the obsession I had with it 1 year go.  
I tried a few months ago to start up my Ocarina playing, but that was short lived seeing as how I was getting nasty comments about how bad I was.

And so as I said before I believe in completely washed up. It’s clear as day that I can’t draw nor color.
so it saddens me that I must give up on saving what little motivation I have left. I know it must be there, but its in a place I cant reach.
is I ever get to finish this comic of my brothers, I am giving up, walking out the door. Ive come to terms with this, and im accepting it, so I hope you all understand.



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ScafeDragon Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2014
( >ಠ益ಠ)> 
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PantherFlint Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You are a really good artist! This may sound weird but I found you by scrolling down the SoD forums xD How long have you been drawing?
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feathersRuffled Featured By Owner May 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Tanks for the fav <3
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penny-rhythm Featured By Owner May 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
yo you do commissions. which paypal did you get? Personal or premier?
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Spetsnaz-Marksman Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2014
Cute ponysona! :3
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Dark6Caskerd Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2014  Hobbyist Interface Designer
F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

= Fight alongside you

= Respect you
= Involve you
= Encourage you
= Never desert you
= Deserve you
= Save you

Send this to all your friends and me if I'm one.
If you get 4 back you are liked, but if you get 7 back then you are seriously loved
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KMLupine Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2014  Student General Artist
Hey! I freakin' love your art style! :D It's like cartoony and cute! xD
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PencilInMahNeck Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Heyo :3 :iconthespidermanager: Here :'D I didnt get a chance to say this ^^; but I'll say it anyways.

Happy Be-Lated Birthday ;w; I'll be making ya something momentarily :3
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TheRetroArtist Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
HAPPEH BIRTHDEH! :icondemomanplz:
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